Thank you again for visiting Reality in Balance as we come together for “I Am Beginning New Relationships” from this multiple part series on Affirmations | for a Sexual Abuse Survivor | Part 48. You can find additional Inspiration & discover more about me on my Blog Page. If you haven’t yet viewed Part 1 of this series, please do so by clicking here.
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I am beginning a new life with both feet on the ground. I sought for an immutable kinship to fill and instead a crossroad was found. To an average person, this might look like I had taken my time to explore the unknown depths of my mind.
There is no point to relinquish the harsh past while my blessings are right here before me. I've weaved and thread myself back together again. I feel renewed, therefore, I am. All of my new and old relationships I can now understand a little better of those lessons firsthand.
It doesn’t have to be an unusual way to navigate with empathy as those abusive relationships were what I had allowed them to be. I saw individuals who were not only lost but misguided. Who would tell them to refrain from destruction, if I haven’t tried it? I am beginning new relationships with what I set in front of me. Small refractions of a larger picture, with the understanding, I know that I am looking in the mirror, and not on the tv screen.
My new relationships today whether short or long, I am grateful for them even if it is just one. Today I will always remember the way my life has transformed over the seasons of time, directing my mind to inner reflections for me to define.
The internal relationship that I built is like mirror images for my acceptance for which I became. I have done the light work within and have discovered progressive keys and undefined gateways. To change is to redefine the relationships outside of myself. Life is about adapting but to never lose a grounding of my spiritual wealth.
No matter where you are right now on your journey as a sexual abuse survivor, remember that there is more to you than what the eye may perceive of the self at this time. You are a Survivor-Stay in action on your healing journey every day and meditate on these concepts,“I Beginning New Relationships.”
Visualize the Affirmation, see it in color or as shaded black and white, however, the mind perceives it, allow for the current response to form naturally. Listen to yourself without judgment and begin to frequently journal this process as you transition the mind to higher knowledge of yourself.
Shaw Nee Janelle